cold and lonely.
I’m sitting in my room after a good go on The Sims 3 – yes, I really am that cool – and I am absolutely freezing! (Well, not literally. But you know what I mean – I’m really really really REALLY cold.) And ahhhh, let me tell you. Central heating was one of the worst inventions ever. I mean, seriously. It doesn’t work. It is supposedly ‘on’ but there is most definitely no heat entering my room right now. And I have the thickest carpet in the house.
And lately, besides being oh so cold, I’ve just…been feeling so lonely. So so so very lonely indeed. Like, there’s plenty of people around me, I’ve got amazing friends who are always there but I just don’t feel like I’m really with it all the time. I don’t feel complete. I don’t know what’s going on inside me but it just feels like I need someone, and ahhh the one person you need never seems to know that it’s them you need. No matter how much you try and incinuate it in conversation, they never really know. They don’t understand.
Some people, when faced with feelings portrayed so powerfully by someone, can be totally clueless.
Anyway, I think I might go play some more Sims 3 or watch a film..whichever is easier to forget my troubles.
God bless,
Rachel xxx
